worship or ...

From very early in history of human life we can find the trace of worshiping in various shapes: moon, star, sun, stone and …..
As their thought grew the shape of idol they worship changed, and it was toward a better state,
Till now, that we reach to a new idol we call it God!
due to advantages in human knowledge we needed sth to match our promotions, that we finally came up with an invisible God with limitless power as our new god?!
I heard that the meaning of the term of god has been created by the human, as a result of finding a worship sense in themselves.
And here is my question:
Can I define the term of worship in this way?
It’s an intense unlimited love toward an unlimited being.
We can find moments in our life when, we were thinking about: who we love the most? Mom, dad, sister, friend …….
Here is the process of reaching to this answer in my life:
First of all I thought I must love one or all above people, but then I realized: it isn’t enough!
I had found an unlimited amount of love in myself, so I must spent it for an unlimited power [being]
Who could be better than God?
So I start to love him more than other things in my life.
{as u see I haven’t worship any thing in my life the great amount of love made me to find a superior existence to spend that love for…..}
Then I got older and I grow bold enough, not afraid of God and realized I love amen the most.
My Reasons:
I could feel her kindness, great attitude toward me, I could feel her existence undoubted and……..
The time passed I grew, on one hand, I realized that I must find and continue my way alone I cant have any contact with those respectful people anymore so I don’t have any one to love!
And on the other hand, I lost my belief in to what people call God, I am passing an ordeal, a painful time that I have no idea how to interpret!
So what should I do with this powerful sense in me?
After losing those lovely people I start thinking about God again of course a new one because I found him the only reliable thing in this world!
But today [Saturday/around2pm/at bus stop] sth new came to me:
I realized there r limitless people those who all the love in this world couldn’t fill them! Of course there aren’t many people with this feature but fortunately I know some of them.
I have been made from a special material, this love is as result of it, and so I must give it to sth the same as me, to make me sure that he/she will understand it.
So if the God is an unlimited & different power from what we are then my love wont suit him so I refused to spend it in vain!
It‘s what I m gonna do I’ll love all things that I can understand their existence and I’ll forget about loving God but I wont forget about the creator of me and the world. I’ll love the entire beautiful things [parts] in this world but for this purpose I need to know what the meaning of beauty is, and who possess it!