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We r going to have another new year our lovely Norooze is coming but this year every thing seems so different from what it has been the way I can look at this world and the way I can comprehend and interpret it I feel I got older much more than before and this time I do not need any one to tell it to me and confirm it. I am going to reach to190cm height if every thing goes in its correct way! since last months it has been the only wish of mine!
We have good traditions for Norooz. One of them is that before its arrival we clean all around I can remember that last year I did the same with my room and I tried hard to make some frames for my painting to put them on the wall, on that time there were so important to me and this year I put them in the trash basket, because they were not important any more! It is the way of life
As time passing the most beautiful and important things in ones life lose their beauties and become replace with other things there is only one permanent being in my world: that is absolutely me...…